On international day against Homophobia, Transphobia Biphobia and Interphobia this poem challenges those who have irrational dislikes of anyone in the LGBT + community. That said I challenged myself during the writing process not to adopt a rant like style when tackling what is for me as a transwoman a potentially emotive subject. With this in mind I thought on the friend with whom I’m most likely to discuss my faith related poetry and that for those who haven’t guessed is the one and only Samantha Naidoo. You see Sam has form when it comes to encouraging me to stay on the right track and I knew she would want me to take a more considered approach to the matter. It was thinking along these lines that led me to the book of Matthew and the passing judgement on others and it was from this I have written a poem which I have titled Prayers And Promises I hope you enjoy the read.
Prayers And Promises
The fear in some people’s eyes
when they see two guys sharing a moment of tenderness
shows more than just hostility
it’s like their concept of masculinity
has been called in to question
and that can never be allowed
they are too proud to let it be
the unwelcome stares that lesbians get
when showing a public display of affection
leads to stereotyping and taunts from those
who believe they have the right to ask
out of curiosity you understand
if they want a real man or a threesome
no harm was meant of course
it was just a bit of fun
when your bisexual you are told your greedy
you can’t play for both teams in one game
you are informed that you either straight or gay
and have to make a choice or pick a side
by those who will never know
the meaning of pride or self respect
and lack to the self awareness to know it
when your a transwoman as I am
you are told you’re a man by those who’ll never understand
if you wish to be male you are reminded
that you’ll never be one of the boys
like gender identity was ever a matter of choice I think not
I was a girly swot long before
the phrase became part of the political lexicon
eventually you have to think of a world beyond the binary
of blue and pink gender labels
yet some seem unable to chart this course
or possibly and more honestly unwilling to try it
their attitudes mean people are dying because of who they are
cut down to suit the egos of those
who wear badges of conformity
like the medals they were never meant to be
you see in every nation there is
and has always been blood on the rainbow
many are killed or driven to the land of no hope
because strangers couldn’t cope with who they were
or how they lived their lives
and demonised and taunted those they considered fair game
to be blamed for the ills of society
in every land there has to be scapegoats
on this day we remember them in silent prayers
as a transwoman of faith I place my trust in the spotless one
the lamb who was slain for our sins and knows
language is the secret killer the enemy uses
to do the devils bidding
and how we who have faith and are LGBT
must stand on the promise of God
to deliver us from evil
© Gayle Smith 2020